Its probably the latter. Not gonna lie.
So, yeah, I haven't been around for awhile. Wanna hear why?
So my folks were in the process of building a house right? We have been for quite awhile. We were renting a place for about a year or so. It wasn't the greatest place, but it was pretty nice and it was a roof over our heads, right? Well, the people who were renting it out literally called us up and said "Hey...Uh. You should get out of our house. We don't want to rent it out anymore. ...So...Bye." Yeah. We had to pack up all of our shit in less than two weeks and find a place to stay. Mind you, our house was supposed to be done in just 3 weeks. They couldn't even let us stay there that long. Awesome.
We were out on our asses. No lie. So we moved all of our stuff into the basement of our almost-finished house. My family is currently staying at their friends in their finished basement. I'm with a friend in a whole other state! How fun is that huh? They're in West Virgina and I'm in Ohio. Its magical. Heh. Yeah, not so much.
Anyways.
So our house was supposed to be done in 3 weeks. Not so bad right?
Wrong.
This was almost 2 months ago. Our house still isn't done. Why, you ask? There are three reasons for this fun time.
A) Our builders suck ass. End of story.
B) The place that built our kitchen cabinents caught on fire. They had to start over.
C) (Heres the big one...) WE CAN'T HIT WATER.
Now why in the world my parents wouldn't check for that before they started building in the middle of bumfuck nowhere, blows my mind, honestly. But...then again. It also doesn't. Ugh. So we have no house until they hit water. Its not that I don't like my friend I moved in with, and not as if I'm not grateful...But I really do hate it here at this point in time. I have no room. At all. Awesome. And all her mother and her do is fight and bitch about each other. Yes, she could help more around the house, shes lazy and not very responsible and expects everyone to do everything for her. Yeah. But...In the same run of things, she never talks back. Never gives her mom attitude and usually doesn't desereved to be screamed bloody murder at.
Not that I've told either of them this but I am not a fucking go between!! Ugh. Sorry. Its been extremely stressful lately. I have to say that I do not like being a homeless kid. My mom hates it because I move out in July. 6 hours away to Cincinnati for college and my mom isn't getting to spend almost any time with me. Its like I left early. It sucks.
But...I have barely any internet access. Yes, they have it here, but I have no computer...At all. So I've been using my friends laptop...When shes off running around with her boyfriend. Sometimes that isn't often enough.
Look look, I know I'm bitching, and trust me, I am very very grateful to this girl and her mom for letting me crash on their couch and use their shower. (Sometimes their stove if I buy ramen...) Its just...Taking its toll. I hate it here. I want a house with a room and I want to spend time BY MYSELF or with my family before I have to go off to school. It just...Bites.
I take off on the weekends of course. I've been spending most of them at Shiloh's. She wants me to get an apartment with her. That was a big thing to ask. But we both know it can't happen now. I have a job (Ohhh GameStop...), but the income wouldn't be enough for me to keep tabs my share of the rent just yet. Hours will pick up and shit, but I'm not betting on anything. In the meantime, she told me I can crash at her moms house anytime I like. I wish she was closer to school. I'd just stay there all the time. :\ I don't think I'd ever hate a place she was at...Haha
But anyhow...Thats where I've been. I'm...Sorta back now? If I owe you a letter (Kite I know I owe you one big time!) or a favorite thank you, or hey, you put up a really sick picture and you're thinking "Why the hell didn't Keekerz comment that shit? That was fucking AWESOME. She sucks. That totally deserved a comment, what a douche!" I promise you, I will get on that!!! Haha
But uh...Heyyyy....How is everyone? Hopefully you're lives are far less complicated than mine