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I fell off the map!

Sun Nov 22, 2009, 12:31 AM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Third Eye Blind
  • Reading: My journal entry over
  • Watching: NCIS
  • Eating: Your face. Om nom nom....
  • Drinking: Water
I might be good at hiding under the radar...Or I'm just lazy.

Its probably the latter. Not gonna lie.

So, yeah, I haven't been around for awhile. Wanna hear why?

So my folks were in the process of building a house right? We have been for quite awhile. We were renting a place for about a year or so. It wasn't the greatest place, but it was pretty nice and it was a roof over our heads, right? Well, the people who were renting it out literally called us up and said "Hey...Uh. You should get out of our house. We don't want to rent it out anymore. ...So...Bye." Yeah. We had to pack up all of our shit in less than two weeks and find a place to stay. Mind you, our house was supposed to be done in just 3 weeks. They couldn't even let us stay there that long. Awesome.

We were out on our asses. No lie. So we moved all of our stuff into the basement of our almost-finished house. My family is currently staying at their friends in their finished basement. I'm with a friend in a whole other state! How fun is that huh? They're in West Virgina and I'm in Ohio. Its magical. Heh. Yeah, not so much.

Anyways.

So our house was supposed to be done in 3 weeks. Not so bad right?
Wrong.
This was almost 2 months ago. Our house still isn't done. Why, you ask? There are three reasons for this fun time.

A) Our builders suck ass. End of story.
B) The place that built our kitchen cabinents caught on fire. They had to start over.
C) (Heres the big one...) WE CAN'T HIT WATER.

Now why in the world my parents wouldn't check for that before they started building in the middle of bumfuck nowhere, blows my mind, honestly. But...then again. It also doesn't. Ugh. So we have no house until they hit water. Its not that I don't like my friend I moved in with, and not as if I'm not grateful...But I really do hate it here at this point in time. I have no room. At all. Awesome. And all her mother and her do is fight and bitch about each other. Yes, she could help more around the house, shes lazy and not very responsible and expects everyone to do everything for her. Yeah. But...In the same run of things, she never talks back. Never gives her mom attitude and usually doesn't desereved to be screamed bloody murder at.

Not that I've told either of them this but I am not a fucking go between!! Ugh. Sorry. Its been extremely stressful lately. I have to say that I do not like being a homeless kid. My mom hates it because I move out in July. 6 hours away to Cincinnati for college and my mom isn't getting to spend almost any time with me. Its like I left early. It sucks.

But...I have barely any internet access. Yes, they have it here, but I have no computer...At all. So I've been using my friends laptop...When shes off running around with her boyfriend. Sometimes that isn't often enough.

Look look, I know I'm bitching, and trust me, I am very very grateful to this girl and her mom for letting me crash on their couch and use their shower. (Sometimes their stove if I buy ramen...) Its just...Taking its toll. I hate it here. I want a house with a room and I want to spend time BY MYSELF or with my family before I have to go off to school. It just...Bites.

I take off on the weekends of course. I've been spending most of them at Shiloh's. She wants me to get an apartment with her. That was a big thing to ask. But we both know it can't happen now. I have a job (Ohhh GameStop...), but the income wouldn't be enough for me to keep tabs my share of the rent just yet. Hours will pick up and shit, but I'm not betting on anything. In the meantime, she told me I can crash at her moms house anytime I like. I wish she was closer to school. I'd just stay there all the time. :\ I don't think I'd ever hate a place she was at...Haha

But anyhow...Thats where I've been. I'm...Sorta back now? If I owe you a letter (Kite I know I owe you one big time!) or a favorite thank you, or hey, you put up a really sick picture and you're thinking "Why the hell didn't Keekerz comment that shit? That was fucking AWESOME. She sucks. That totally deserved a comment, what a douche!" I promise you, I will get on that!!! Haha

But uh...Heyyyy....How is everyone? Hopefully you're lives are far less complicated than mine :D

Vacation

Sat Aug 22, 2009, 8:35 AM
  • Mood: Exhilarated
  • Listening to: Ani DiFranco <3
  • Reading: My journal entry over
  • Watching: The L Word
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 1 (Expert Mode)
  • Eating: Peanut Butter Pizza
  • Drinking: Strawberry Colada Frutista from TBell
May have been bumped up to September :) Allllright, Disney :D

KH Meme (Tagged by Axel )

Sat Aug 22, 2009, 8:33 AM
  • Mood: Exhilarated
  • Listening to: Ani DiFranco <3
  • Reading: My journal entry over
  • Watching: YOU!
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 1 (Expert Mode)
  • Eating: Peanut Butter Pizza
  • Drinking: Strawberry Colada Frutista from TBell
1. Your favorite KH guy?
See now thats hard for me. Its a toss up between Roxas and Sora.

2. Your favorite KH girl?
Namine' :)

3. Your least favorite KH guy? Why?
Um. I have no clue...

4. Your least favorite KH girl? Why?
I didn't care for Kairi in the second Kingdom Hearts. I loved her in the first though. She was cute.

5. Favorite World? (Includes both KH1 and KH2)
Destiny Islands. I fucking love Destiny Islands. But if you want me to pick a real world I'd have to say Neverland. Because Peter Pan is the fucking SHIT. I just wished it was bigger .__.

6. Least Favorite World?
Olympus Colisuem. I really don't know why, it just was always very boring to me.

7. Favorite Weapon? (Includes both KH1 and KH2)
Fairy Harp Keyblade :D And the Gullwing :B

8. Least Favorite Weapon?
Uh. Prolly the Wishing Star. It was just too small for me. I didn't like it.

9. Fave. Summon? (includes both KH1 and KH2)
STITCH. DUH :D

10. Fave. Form? (aka. Sora's Forms)
Valor. I love how fast he runs :) And AntiForm is the SHIT.

11. Favorite Pairing? (includes yaoi coupling)
AkuRoku, Riku/Sora, Kairi/Namine', Olette/Hayner

12. Least Fave. Pairing? (includes yaoi couples) Why?
Vexen/Riku Clone...

14. Weirdest Pairing(s) You've Ever Heard Of?
Vexen/Riku Clone. What the fuck is right .__.

15. Any "KH-pet-peeves" you have?
WHY THE FUCK DOES EVERYONE HAVE A FUCKING KEYBLADE WHEN THERE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ONE "KEYBLADE MASTER?!" Did Costco have a sale or something?! That was what made Sora special. D: Now everyone has one. Go cry in a corner Sora. YOU ARENT SPECIAL ANYMORE D: D: D:

16. Fav. Partner in KH? (includes both KH1 and KH2)
Jack Sparrow and Peter Pan :D


SECTION TWO: Do you believe it, or not believe it?


17. Do you believe in the Xemnas/Saix theory?
No.

18. Do you believe that Zexion is emo?
Not really.

19. Do you believe that Marluxia is gay?
Yeahhhh....

20. Do you believe that Kairi is the most annoying character in KH?
Um. I guess so. Yes and no.


SECTION THREE: Answer Yourself!


21. If Roxas had to choose either Naminé or Olette, who would you root for? Why?
Namine'!!! All they way :D

22. What's your theory on "Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep?"
That they need to leave a good thing alone. Kingdom Hearts 2 should've been it.

23. Was Chain of Memories a waste of time?
Yeah it kinda was. But it was fun nonetheless.

24. If you had the choice of meeting ONE (and ONLY ONE!) KH character, who would it be?
Probably Roxas. We'd skateboard and hang out and eat ice cream and talk about how much we love our friends :)

25. Which KH character do you relate to the most? Why?
Its a combo between Sora and Roxas. I love how much I relate to Roxas. I have my mood swings and quite a temper if I'm lit up (Which I'm quick to do sometimes, I'll admit). I love to skateboard and I care for my friends so much. I just see myself in Roxas a lot. But with Sora, I can have his upbeat, optimistic personality and I can't stand to see someone in need without helping. The caring for my friends come here as well. I also forgive people far too quickly. I'm also extremely impulsive xD;

26. What's the most embarrassing moment that ever happened to you that had something to do with KH?
Um. I don't ...Really have any?

27. Have you ever cosplayed as a KH character? If so, who? If not, who would you like to cosplay as?
I've cosplayed as Roxas (TWTW) and Sora (KH1). I intend to do KH2 Sora in the future and maybe Organization Roxas. I wouldn't mind doing a shadow heartless either :)

28. The Funniest Moment in all of KH would be...?
Sora: -falls down on knees, cries- RIKU D:
Riku: ...wtf Sora.

OH and Kairi in the first one running and laughing like shes retarded. :B

29. The Hardest Enemy/Boss was...?
Riku in the first Kingdom Hearts. When you fight him for the second time in Hollow Bastion. I dont know why but I've never had any boss in any game beat the shit out of me like he did. D: Fuck him.



30. What was a good addition in KH2 that made it oh-so-addictive?
Just the characters in general. The Organization was a nice touch. I just wish that the only Nobodies would've been them. The heartless were supposed to be the main focus. I didn't like the Nobodies at all. Even if Sora was supposed to have gotten rid of the Heartless.

SECTION FOUR: Decisions, Decisions...

31. Hayner or Pence?
Pence! He's adorable.

32. Zexion or Marluxia?
Zexion.

33. Riku or Roxas?
Roxas!!!

34. Roxas or Sora?
...NO. D: BOTH

35. Axel or Demyx?
AXEL

36. Kairi or Larxene?
Kairi :)

37. AkuRoku or SoRiku?
Both for God Sake.

38. Namixas or Namiku?
Hm. I think Namine' and Riku would've been adorable together. But...Namine' is a nobody so Namine' and Roxas please.

39. Zemyx or AkuRoku?
AkuRoku

40. SoKai or SoRiku?
SoRiku <333333

41. Sea Salt Ice Cream or Paopu Fruit?
Sea Salt Icecream

42. Cloud or Leon?
Leon.

43. CloTi or Clerith?
Cloud and Tifa

44. Simple and Clean or Passion?
Simple and Clean

SECTION FIVE: The Last Section!!


45. List all the KH characters you've fallen for. (This includes Final Fantasy characters as well)
Like in love with? Uh. Well that isn't hard as I'm as gay as they come xD
- Namine'

46. What crossovers would you like to see with KH?
You fucking give me a Lilo and Stitch world DAMN IT. D: And I know its Disney and Square...But how cool would a Sonic world be? :D -shot-

47. Does anyone in KH look like another character? List 'em all!
- Sora looks like Tsuna from KHR
- Riku, Gokudera from KHR or Kadaj from FF: Advent Children

...I'm gonna go with that :D;

48. Which new KH game can you absolutely NOT wait for?
NONE. STOP MAKING THEM.

49. Do you like KH1 or KH2 better? Why?
KH1. Sora is adorable as a little kid and how he cares for his friends so much "I have to find my friends! ...Not my parents..." xD; Plus...I found KH2 incredibly easy. Like...I don't think I got stuck ANYWHERE. I finished it...Really fast. That blows. D: It was all the reaction commands. They made it far too easy.

50. LAST QUESTION! What makes Kingdom Hearts one of the best games in the world!?
Its completely addicting and the storyline and characters are so freakin awesome :)

I tag people who enjoy Kingdom Hearts xD

Here we go!

Wed Aug 12, 2009, 12:53 PM
  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: Ani DiFranco <3
  • Reading: My journal entry over
  • Watching: YOU!
  • Playing: With the new kitten, Bella.
  • Eating: Peanut Butter Pizza
  • Drinking: A Pina Colada Frutista from TBell
Heading to Disney in October for Mickey's Not-So-Scary Halloween Party! Which is awesome, because I can cosplay ;D

We might be going two days to the park and if thats the case, there will be pictures of KH1 Sora AND Roxas. I'm hoping we go both days. But either way I'll have pictures of both as the next day will be spent at the beach.

Regardless I'm doing Sora in the park. Its too awesome not too. I'm pretty stoked. :D

School starts up again on the 24th and its my Senior year. I'm excited I guess. I mean I know it'll be awesome because of it being my senior year, but I don't see anything topping my Junior year so that is a big of a letdown. If I was returning to Junior year the exact way it was, I'd be ecstatic about it. But, meh. Thats life for you.

I've been looking into the Art Institute of Pittsburgh and I really like it. But I have a lot of other places to look at too. CCAD is next on the list I believe. And OU. NOT OSU. OU. Ohio University. Its in Athens, Oh. We'll see. Apparently its a rather crazy college town.

I would very much like to look into Vancouver film school, but I don't know. I know my mom doesn't want me to go to college far away at all. Shes upset with me looking into Columbus schools. Unfortunately, you go wherever you have to when it comes to filming. And Vancouver is a very very nice school...Even if it is another country...And thats very scary...I don't know. We'll see...I've got time, right? I sure hope so. God I'm going to miss my mom. I love her so much it makes me want to cry thinking about it.

Anyhow!! Lighter topics please!

We have a new kitten! I dont think I updated that here. I got her for my little sister for her birthday last month. Her name is Bella Raine. :) Shes a grey tabby kitten and shes the cutest. Her face is adorable. We all love her. Shes currently curled up on my toes.

Shes very clumsy so the name Bella seems to fit quite well. xD There is a little black female that my friend is trying to give to me...If all goes well, Alice will be running about the house with Bella. ;) Which is just so darn cute.

Man, I've been busy...

Thu Jul 2, 2009, 11:07 AM
  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: Forever The Sickest Kids - The Breakdown
  • Reading: My journal entry over
  • Playing: With my rats =D
  • Eating: Peanut Butter
  • Drinking: AMP
Summer has been amazing.

I went camping with three friends for four days up in Cooks Forest, PA and it was amazing. Shiloh, Taylor, Sara and I. We got a little cabin in Campers Paradise and it was the cutest little cabin ever. We all agreed we should just live there. :) It had a little kitchen, very comfy couch and a loft (Which no one would sleep in cause of our insane fear of spiders). Then the bedroom had a bunk bed and a double. It was awesome. :) And the first time I had ever been camping surprisingly. They intend to take me back and make the expreience more awesome by sleeping in a tent. Which rocks because that place is so beautiful and amazing. We're going to plan a trip up there and take tons of cosplay pictures for the day. Its a three hour drive from me though, which bites. But we had a blast!

Otherwise I've been all around at home. I've been skateboarding an insane amount which I guess figures as it is summer...I love it so much. I've been working on a new cosplay too. :) Its gonna be awesome and hopefully done in time for Otakon (If I go) and TsubasaCon. Buh. I haven't been to a con since APRIL. That hurts, man. Normally I go a lot but funds are so low...But I should have a job by next week finally. I hate summer job searching it sucks. But I have an interview next week so we'll see how that pans out.

I'm stressing about my art portfolio for college. I have a shit ton of uploads I need to make here of my better works, but I'm nervous. I mainly use this thing for anime pictures, cosplay and general nonsense but I'm going to start uploading my seroius stuff here eventually. When I get around to getting that new laptop....

Oh did I not update that here? My computer exploded. D: Yeah. Hows that for you? It didn't crash just ...Its pretty much done. I've got all my files stores on my stepdad's computer until I get the funds to get my new laptop which lookin' here should be soon. And then I can start saving for my pretty Mac <3

After I buy the love of my life her birthday gift. Which is going to be effin expensive. Shes worth it, so its okay. The look on her face is going to be so worth it. Its a guitar string bracelet right? But heres the cool part, they're Ani DiFranco's guitar strings :) She's going to FREAKOUT. Ani is her favorite singer ever and sometimes I wonder if she'd leave me for her. XD I wouldn't doubt it. <3

But I'm so excited to get it for her. :)

So lets see...Updating this thinger-ma-jig with some seroius art parafonalia in the near future I'm hoping, so look for it. And I'm getting my haircut REALLY short today. I'm nervous but stoked at the same time because I really really really need a haircut. D; Its so long and ew and I can't spike it anymore and that is totally unacceptable.

So I'm outta here. ;) Later, gang.

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